19 march.....

19 march.......
slept at 1 sth and wake up at 6 sth....@.@ so tired+ blur blur + bad mood..... went to scool...... ...eca in the morning....mandarin club... Mr.Tan talk abt the history abt chinese ??? not sure abt it..... was dreaming & half way sleeping...=.= lol
eca over..... having moral & accounts after tat....den break time...... haih.... have been few days didnt sit wit kj n talk wit him during break & lunch time......
today is hari pengguna..... drawing competition after break... sound lame huh.... after the competition.. every1 have to go to the hall for the quiz...
lunch time....... was kinda moody..... miss kj so much... thot can chat wit him.... but he dun seems lyk he even care ...... im sry dear if i misunderstand u or sth...... but u were juz chatting wit the girls without notice me infront of u......? kinda hurt..... i thot we can at least sit n chat together in scool... since ur hp have no more credit ....... few days din chat wit u ..... really miss u so much.... but u seems lyk u dun even care......... so i have the feelings tat u got bored wit me , dun care abt me anymore...... yesterday was my bday ..... u din even msg me .... at least u can call me for awhile? well..... its ok ler.. i try not to think so much... but i juz cant control myself ..... i keep thinking abt stuff lyk tis during lunch time.... thinking if there's anything gonna happen , wat happen to our relationship...... rui chin came n sit bside me near the bball court.... so, we chat & i told her abt my prob.... at 1st i din feel lyk crying at all...... but suddenly my heart felt so hurt & start to tear......T.T the feeling juz came...haih.... finally i cried out.... really suffering when i couldnt cry out loud...... & juz keep all the problems to myself...... after scool.... he came to my class n wait for me to go back..... he help me to carry my beg since i complain my beg is heavy... thx dear~! ^^ around 8 sth dear msg me & say he got credit edi..... finally ur hp got credit liao.....!!! bi miss u banyak banyak o!!! so scared deardear dun1 bibi ler.... hmmmmm....

continue my blog abt my life today, 20 march .. later....
To be continue...... ~ ^^