...... wat is happening ...... ???

hmmm.... have been a long time since i update my blog..
lots of stuff in my mind...... things making me so confuse......
mood swing....... tis will affect my relationship .... T.T
i dun wan my relationship to end juz lyk tat.....
i canot b too sensitive ....i must b more open minded & trust him more....
but he shouldnt do something that will make me feel jealous or anything.....
haih!!!!! did i do anything wrong ?!?! y is he treating me so weird......??
isit a hint he want to tell me tat he wants to break up wit me ?????
pls....don make tis happen....
did i do anything wrong???
i juz telling him how i felt the other day.... i felt jealous when he talk to my frens lyk happier than he's wit me ....... they have more topic to talk abt..... but not wit me....... y cant he juz talk to me anything...??? if he scared tat i might get angry...... if i really get angry... he can do anything to make me not angry at him ...rite???? y cant he juz do tat???
he dont love me anymore????? is he bored wit me ????????
he is being really weird !!!!!!
wat is happening ????
i have nightmare tis few days ...... is all abt us ..... brking up ....
why even when i dream oso abt brking up oni ??????? sob! T.T
i really love him ...... pls dun brk us apart......
i miss u ,dear~! i miss ur hugs&kisses.....!!! i miss the sweet memories together..... !!!! pls don leave me....... sob!!!! T.T
u promised me u will tell me anything... but i dun think ure telling me anything now....
ure keeping secrets away from me.....

is really hurt wat is happening now.......
really really hurt...... deep in my heart.....
pls dun hurt me agn......
im sorry for wat i have done.... k?
i really love u..........
i dun wanna lose u ,dear.........
i will still love u no matter wat......