should or shouldnt ????

...... haih.....


blur & confused....

wat can i do????

he want me to give him another chance................

but is he serious wit me???

or he juz wanna get close to ..........?

if i give him another chance ..

wat will other ppl think abt me & us???

yup... i did said not to care abt wat other ppl think/say abt us....

but there were many things happened between us.................

i tried my best to ignore giving him chance...

but i cant.....

i wan to be wit him so badly....

i really scared to lose him!!!!!!!

but...... we werent meant for each other.....

broke up so many times....

ended up stil lyk tis.... hurting myself....

and hurting him too................. T.T

sorry...

bcoz i love u too much...

tat's y im leaving u.....

but i cant do it.....

i wan to be wit u so badly...

mayb im desparate....

but i juz love u ....

i know it doesnt make sense.. mayb ...

but.....................i really love him so much to lose him.


i thought of giving u another chance...

but.... i duno watever u told me is true or not....

now.... everything seems lyk a lie to me......

i cant differentiate which is good & bad , truth & fake....?

can u pls tell me....

wat u actually thinking abt????

u know .....i have been thinking abt tis....

for months.....

u are driving me crazy......

cracking my head thinking abt it......


wonder y....

our relationship is so different than the others...

feel lyk is juz full of lies.....

was so sweet , good.... , so in love wit each other....

suddenly bcome so different....

not so close to each other....

lyk stranger....

tis is weird....

dis is not having a good relationship.....

but is juz weird.....

now...

should i give him another chance to change???

mayb he will change to better ...

mayb he will still be the same.....

and being so dramatic.....

mayb i should , mayb i shouldnt.....

well...

have to c wat is gonna happen nex.......

mayb he is leaving me........

but i dun wish he will leave me...

as i said.... i love him too much to lose him......

but if he really gonna leave....

can i ask him not to leave & stay by me......

and continue our relationship........

start a new 1....?

will he change?? and love me oni... ???

is he serious wit me & the relationship????

is he truly LOVE me ???

who can tell me the truth??????????

=(



~kien~
hope everything will be alrite...........