Feelings;

im so bored rite now!!

no idea wat to do...

having alil headache..

it will happen to me whenever i trying hard to think abt sth...

sometimes i really hope i can just sleep there..

on a vry comfortable bed forever..

without anything to think abt ...

til u got headache..

i HATE headache fyi...

well..who love it rite?

Duh... Nobody of coz!

currently chatting wit my fren on msn...

and listening to songs frm my blog...

i wonder wat u will feel when some1 told u this>>

"放心我对你做的事不会对你有害，我不会舍得害你。只会对你好而已。就算以后你对我不好我也不会，这个事我对你的承诺。。。你是我唯一一个对你特别好和爱你特别久的一个。"

kind of touching...

but u cant just let the words that melted ur heart to accept somebody's love

when u don't wanted to... rite?

although those words are said sincerely from their heart and follow as wat they are feelings...

as a person lyk me..

who feel touched easily...

is not a good thing... that is wat i think...

well,it depends actually...

sometimes good sometimes bad...

to tell the truth...

im a person that will fall for some1 really easily ..

by just a few words..that can melt my heart ...maybe? maybe not...

it depends actually...

but i hope im not that kind of ppl anymore..

bcoz that sound real "cheap" when get touched so easily and fall for some1 so easily rite..?

u wouldn't know if that person was just playing a fool wit u or not...

well.. that is wat im feeling now...

=/

kind of confused wit what things are happening....

*please don not make me think so much!! i dun wan headache*

i think i might die faster bcoz of getting headache lyk almost everyday?

my brain is working really slow....

worst than anything..

fyi i HATE tis too!!

nobody can stand it when a person's brain work so F-king Slowly!!!

*the person's brain = my brain**

just like when a person tell u this but u keep doing it wrongly over and over agn...

u will definitely get mad and start scolding....

this happens to me...

but i seriously dun wan it to be lyk tis...

and make 1 person to get mad....

i tried really hard to do my best in it..

but in the end i still did it wrongly over and over agn..

im sorry abt that!

i tried vry hard already..

but still i did it wrong....

u cant blame me.... =/

last but not least,

i do not like to be force to do sth i do not like to do...

or sth i do not wan to do..

mayb lyk learning something u are interested in it..?

but u do not wan to learn it by any1 forcing u to...

rite???

or mayb u do not wan to take part in anything...

but u were forced to.... u will not do it so perfect and u will disappoint them...

well, for me... when im forced to do sth i do not want / i do not like to do...

i will definitely lost my interest in it...*actually depends on wat it is*

or mayb will hate everything about it....

argh!! wtv...

ruin my mood writing abt tis..

bcoz it remind me sth/feelings..

which i just F-king hate !!

feeling so much pressure on me...

IM SO STRESS!!!

felt lyk my head will break/burst anytime.....

haih!!! school not reopen yet..

and im already getting so much pressure on me...

=(