My life is so miserable...

Unhappy today...

thinking abt wat i asked last night....

he did not reply my msg...

til the next day

although he did not go scool he still never reply my msg..

i felt so disappoint...

really unhappy today..

More, i argue wit my family.

yes agn..

i was so pissed off due to my emotion changes every hour/minute...

cried the whole afternoon.

and now im having terrible headache..

which caused by my eyes...

eyes are swollen..

was feeling so depress.. and felt that no one understand me at all..

my life is just so miserable..

what ever i do is wrong..

well, i just wanna know the truth..

isit wrong to ask?

isit wrong to protect myself??

im really tired... and i just wish things will settle soon

but wat can we do....

wat i wan it to be? and wat u wan it to be?

what else u still hiding away from me??

can i know?

but u said nth else...

but y i feel uncomfortable???

am i too sensitive????

now whenever i thot of it...

i feel so dirty!!!

i feel so useless............

im stupid..

but pls don treat me lyk an idiot...

bcoz im not...

i know wat u do....

although i never ask anybody to spy on u...

do u really understand how i feel actually?

u know how deep the wound is??

i have so much prob here.... family, relationship, college...

so much to worry..

but u still there scolding me..

we are still arguing even though we are not together anymore...

when my life will turn to a better 1???

im tired..

GOD BLESS ME PLEASE~