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Thursday, May 6, 2010

Break-up

Break up can settle everything?
can 1 person say break up so easily?
Why did u make such decision?
Because u cant take it anymore?
i'm always wit my friends, online etc etc.
always stay at college to print notes/ discuss abt assignments.
oso my fault?
reach home online , chat, play games...
u oso angry and emo at me? why??
i don understand y tis relationship is not working at all since we together...
although sometimes we are happy..
but i see that we mostly arguing oni...
1st time in a relationship that always argue..
1st time have a such long relationship ..(im happy for tis) but now ended.
It was on the Thursday.
wanted to go Pyramid but i did not. i drop my frens there and i left to fetch u ...
Speeding on the road, which i nvr do tat b4...
u know im always feeling scared whenever i drive.
i scared i cant b on time to fetch u..
but too bad i'm still gonna b late bcoz
while i was on the way back...
Traffic jam + rain...
if i still wanna go and fetch u ...
i think u edi reach home or sth...
so i decided to go home... since is already late..
but i feel so disappointed...tat i cant find a time to fetch u..
i know u are disappointed too but .. i hope u understand me..
who knows. when u reach home...
u still emo at me bcoz i din fetch u...
i thot u will b so happy .... although i cant fetch u in the end..
but at least i still rush back for u...
u started emo at me ... sigh.
so i should have just stay back at college/ pyramid.
after awhile u were fine.
but at night when i tell u i was leaving comments wit jessie on FB
and playing online game.
Suddenly u get mad at me..
and said i forget abt u? i still reply ur msg ....
haih.. what i do u oso will angry ..
saying u are stress and fed up?
u think im not stress / fed up ?
mayb there are more reasons tat i duno ....
but u just blame me for wat i did.(on9 etc.)
"break up and wont ask back anymore"
what is tis? haih..... whatever u like..
i will follow wat u wish.
bcoz u have been asking for brk up whenever we argue....
take care bah....


i know im not a good gf.
i'm the 1 who always bring all the arguements.
i'm the 1 who never tolerate wit u.
i'm not showing u that i love u/ care for u.
i'm sorry for what i have done wrong.
i cant satisfied u and wat u need.
find some1 much better than me,
find some1 who can tolerate u much better than me when u scold me/them.
together for 1yr ,2mth and 22days.
13th Feb 2009 - 6th May 2010

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