tired tired!!!

slept at 12 sth last nite??

woke up at 9 sth....

tired ler!!

but no idea y suddenly wake up...

wanted to sleep longer.....

checked my phone....

1msg frm kj....

thot he wont wanna talk to me anymore...

lol.....

the msg say :

hey... u wanna know the reason why it was over?


something lyk tat....

forgotten wat he send me..

but actually he wanted to send it to khai teq...

sent to wrong person...... =.=

but too bad...

send me to liao...

if he willing to tell...

i dun mind to know the reason.....

bcoz i WAS desparately wanna know the reason......

the reason he gave me ::

but vry long story....
...... give wrong info..
i told her abt we brkp last year i tried to get u bak and
like her at tat time...
then b4 i had the chance to finish she ask me fuk off...=.=ll
i was abt to say then when i was wit u agn...
i felt so in love wit u and no feelings for her and
tat time i was moody...
these few weeks bcoz i kept thinking abt how much i hurt u last time..
and i did not bcome a good bf....
bcoz i din do anything to make u happy....
i did buy u anything 4 ur bday and..
i din like the fact that i had too many things to do ..
i had no time for u.......


tis reason ... is kinda hard for me to believe..

bcoz watever he told me & watever my frens told is a lil different....

well....

i will still have to believe in myself...

since its over ... means over.......

i dun wan things to happen lyk b4....

i dun wan things to hurt me....

i had enough for tis....

really tired of getting hurt ......



i really duno wat i can do.....

haih.....

juz follow as it goes......



he told me... ::

.. wat if i were 2 say tat i couldnt be by ur side...
but still i wan to know everything tat happens in ur life...
no matter wat...
we always could be friends then move on from there...
4 these 2 years ive known u....
i felt lyk i knew u 4 many years...
and i know tat sorry wont change anything..
but juz lets be the best of frens.............


i have no comment....

i really duno wat he's thinking abt....

i duno whether he is telling me the truth anot...

or he juz trying to get me back...... ?

impossible.....

well.... forget it................


i dun wan tis to spoil my frenship............

i will try to forget abt the past.......

continue wit my life.....

enjoy my single life.....


although i still love him so much................

watever he say...

i will believe him easily...

but i will try my best not to fall for him agn.....



i love to be in a long relationship......

on the 23 April....

will be our 1st anniversary.......

but now.......

it meant nth to us..............

its over.........!!!

really hard to have a relationship for 1 yr or more.....

finally i found a guy tat i love so much...

but he is the 1 who hurt me the most....... T.T





no more turning back..............

but i will definitely miss being wit him.......

have lots of sweet memories wit him.....

still love him lots......

haih................


words cant descrip how i feel abt him & how i feel now..............


y must tis relationship ended so fast..... ???

did he truly love me b4???? & still do????

i wish our relationship is better than b4.......

i love the sweet & happy moments...........

but............... tat will nvr happen between us agn............


so..

Good Luck.............. to u..

mayb u will find a better gf & some1 who love u more than i do...............

but........ my love to u ....... is really , really deep...............


no point telling u how much i love u now.............

i dun think u will even care anymore................

& if u still care.....

our relationship will still be the same........

.........haih......................................


don care edi ler.............

4get it....

don worry.. be happy !! ^^


enjoy my single life......
take care~!

happy always!!
~kienkien~